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Johanna Hedva
JOHANNA HEDVA is the author of the novel, ON HELL. Their collection of poems and essays, MINERVA THE MISCARRIAGE OF THE BRAIN, will be published in September 2020. Their essay, ‘Sick Woman Theory,’ published in MASK in 2016, has been translated into six languages, and their writing has appeared in TRIPLE CANOPY, FRIEZE, BLACK WARRIOR REVIEW, and ASIAN AMERICAN LITERARY REVIEW. Their work has been shown at The Institute of Contemporary Arts in London, Performance Space New York, the LA Architecture and Design Museum, and the Museum of Contemporary Art on the Moon. Their album, THE SUN AND THE MOON, was released in March 2019, and they’re currently touring BLACK MOON LILITH IN PISCES IN THE 4TH HOUSE, a doom metal guitar and voice performance influenced by Korean shamanist ritual. Their novel, YOUR LOVE IS NO GOOD is out in May 2023 from And Other Stories.  

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‘They’re Really Close To My Body’: A Hagiography of Nine Inch Nails and their resident mystic Robin Finck

Essay

Issue No. 27

Johanna Hedva

Essay

Issue No. 27

‘We possess nothing in this world other than the power to say “I”. This is what we must yield up to God.’ — Simone...

Book Review

October 2019

She, Etcetera

Johanna Hedva

Book Review

October 2019

Every brainy queer of my generation, especially those born under the sign of Saturn, went through a phase where...

When the water first left us, so did the birds   Manzour1, the great white pelican, no longer flew over our disappeared shores His excessive grunt was arrested, he was denied the pleasure of dipping his feet in the water like before    When the water first began to leave us, it was the year 20302 and panic ripped through our town like a swarm of locusts The fishermen, in the dead of night, called on their mystic, Umm Qays, to perform the ritual of Irja’ ya bahr, whose song asks for the return of the sea Umm Qays emerged from her abode, a clay house with white windows, carrying a bright flame that revealed the kohl under her eyes ‘Said and Radi, take me to the manba’3,’ she said to the youngest of the fishermen Arriving at the last source of water, she knelt in front of it, kissing the sand, and as her lips drew to the shore it turned crimson    ‘Said, Radi, lift me up,’ she said She sat on their shoulders as her words poured down ‘Irja’ ya bahr, enough oh sea, Irja’ ya bahr, enough oh sea, Irja’ ya bahr, enough oh sea’ She commanded the water to end its mischief     Said and Radi, with their limbs arranged in perfect symmetry, lifted Umm Qays higher as her voice got louder Her words entered their bodies, and as they chanted they formed a single tapestry of sound: ‘It is your Lord who drives the ship for you through the sea that you may seek of His bounty Indeed, He is ever, to you, merciful!’    Umm Qays licked the flame she was carrying in her arm and it grew into a majestic, bright light It took over the sky, covering the few stars ‘Now,’ she said, as she buried the flame in the water The fishermen, with their eyes falling to their knees, recited silent prayers, hoping the extinguished flame would bring an end to their anguish   But their optimism was cruel, as was Umm Qays’ promise The water did not return   *   After years of drought, our government

Contributor

March 2018

Johanna Hedva

Contributor

March 2018

JOHANNA HEDVA is the author of the novel, ON HELL. Their collection of poems and essays, MINERVA THE MISCARRIAGE...

Jonah

Fiction

Issue No. 21

Johanna Hedva

Fiction

Issue No. 21

After The Eliza Battle, I went to Berlin to recuperate, to nurse my pride. I had been there many times at that point, since...

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poetry

June 2015

Hotel

Mónica de la Torre

poetry

June 2015

Hotel   The housekeeper has children living in town with her but her husband and relatives are in Somalia....

poetry

Issue No. 3

Two Poems

Rebecca Wolff

poetry

Issue No. 3

I approach a purchase adore my children— back away— that they revere ugliness the rainbow bag that holds a...

feature

November 2013

I Can’t Stop Thinking Through What Other People Are Thinking

David Shields

feature

November 2013

Originally, feathers evolved to retain heat; later, they were repurposed for a means of flight. No one ever accuses...

 

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