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Alice Hattrick
Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

Feature

Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

  1   Her mother calls Sven is in hospital and he is not coming back He will most likely be transferred to a hospice He asks about you He can’t get out of bed He is shitting himself He lies in bed swearing I’m going to have to call you back, she says, his sister is here now   Sven had always been around, coming by with his bulldog, cracking jokes about her mother, whom he had nicknamed and seemed to like Her mother blushed and laughed They lived in neighbouring terraced houses suitable for single parents or small families He was not nice when he first moved here, but then her mother had told him off, and the two of them had been friends ever since Her mother was one of the people who had been there the longest She had arrived after her divorce, with two little children who were now adults, and now she lived alone with her cat   She too had grown fond of Sven She would fix their drinks, whenever she visited Once, just after her mother’s knee surgery, she accidentally stirred cubes from the ice pack into their sparkling wine Her mother had laughed so hard and said, let’s keep it to ourselves Sven and her mother shared a passion for traditional Danish cooking Potatoes and gravy, and something roasted She thought that she had perhaps finally created enough distance, away from home, to see it for what it was    Sven had lost his parents to cancer when he was quite young, and had been ill many times himself This was why he had decided to become an undertaker, at forty Whoever arranged his father’s funeral was sloppy; they had made mistakes, he said Small slips, but those details meant the world to Sven, and came to bother him He wanted to do it properly, perfectly He started a small business and it ran pretty smoothly with just him and an assistant for the next fifteen years   Anything for you, my dear, he said, when her

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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Interview

Issue No. 1

Interview with André Schiffrin

Jacques Testard

Gwénaël Pouliquen

Interview

Issue No. 1

André Schiffrin founded non-profit publishing house The New Press in 1990 after an acrimonious split with Random House –...

Interview

February 2011

Interview with Manfredi Beninati

Lowenna Waters

Interview

February 2011

Time, memory, the landscape of the mind, manifestation and metamorphosis, resurgence and collapse and the crisp crust of Sicilian...

poetry

December 2012

Off-Season

Miles Klee

poetry

December 2012

As a boy I went on a strange vacation with a friend. His parents took us, I can’t remember why,...

 

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