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Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships, titled Ill Feelings, will be published by Fitzcarraldo Editions in 2021.


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Ill Feelings

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Issue No. 19

Alice Hattrick

Feature

Issue No. 19

My mother recently found some loose diary pages I wrote in my first year of boarding school, aged eleven, whilst she was clearing out...

Art

February 2016

'Look at me, I said to the glass in a whisper, a breath.'

Alice Hattrick

Art

February 2016

Listen to her. She is telling you about her adolescence. She is telling you about one particular ‘bender’ that...

When the water first left us, so did the birds   Manzour1, the great white pelican, no longer flew over our disappeared shores His excessive grunt was arrested, he was denied the pleasure of dipping his feet in the water like before    When the water first began to leave us, it was the year 20302 and panic ripped through our town like a swarm of locusts The fishermen, in the dead of night, called on their mystic, Umm Qays, to perform the ritual of Irja’ ya bahr, whose song asks for the return of the sea Umm Qays emerged from her abode, a clay house with white windows, carrying a bright flame that revealed the kohl under her eyes ‘Said and Radi, take me to the manba’3,’ she said to the youngest of the fishermen Arriving at the last source of water, she knelt in front of it, kissing the sand, and as her lips drew to the shore it turned crimson    ‘Said, Radi, lift me up,’ she said She sat on their shoulders as her words poured down ‘Irja’ ya bahr, enough oh sea, Irja’ ya bahr, enough oh sea, Irja’ ya bahr, enough oh sea’ She commanded the water to end its mischief     Said and Radi, with their limbs arranged in perfect symmetry, lifted Umm Qays higher as her voice got louder Her words entered their bodies, and as they chanted they formed a single tapestry of sound: ‘It is your Lord who drives the ship for you through the sea that you may seek of His bounty Indeed, He is ever, to you, merciful!’    Umm Qays licked the flame she was carrying in her arm and it grew into a majestic, bright light It took over the sky, covering the few stars ‘Now,’ she said, as she buried the flame in the water The fishermen, with their eyes falling to their knees, recited silent prayers, hoping the extinguished flame would bring an end to their anguish   But their optimism was cruel, as was Umm Qays’ promise The water did not return   *   After years of drought, our government

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick

Contributor

August 2014

Alice Hattrick is a writer and producer based in London. Their book on unexplained illness, intimacy and mother-daughter relationships,...

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Art

July 2014

Alice Hattrick

Kristina Buch

Art

July 2014

There are many ways to make sense of the world, through language, speech and text, but also the senses and their extensions. In his...

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March 2016

Red

Madeleine Watts

fiction

March 2016

It was the first week of 1976 and she had just turned 17.   The day school let out...

Interview

July 2015

Interview with Sarah Manguso

Catherine Carberry

Interview

July 2015

There’s a certain barometer of a writer’s achievement that urban readers know well: did this book cause me to...

Interview

October 2014

Interview with Otobong Nkanga

Louisa Elderton

Interview

October 2014

Some things are meant to be lost. You can’t collect emotions. As the artist Otobong Nkanga tells me this,...

 

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